People always doubt me when I say I have never been with another woman. Never touched another woman or even seen one up close. “What about with your friends?” someone asked me today. I have never had friends so naturally there was no experimenting on the down low. And no one has ever propositioned me, no woman that is. Maybe for all of the excessive experience I have had in one area of human interaction, I will always be lacking in other natural human interactions. Maybe that’s why I’ve pushed sex work. It has been that or total isolation and such a possibility is too scary to contemplate. If not sex work, what will I do for company, when making friends has been impossible? No, I will not contemplate the ramifications of being friendless on homosexual experimenting. Why think of something else I have missed? Maybe there’s a way to learn about this mysterious area. Do I really want to do so..?