I Can’t Promise Emotional Stability, Dear Reader, But I Guarantee I Will Share My Unlovely Truth, Hoping My Truth Profits You… Something…I Know Not What, Exactly
This situation is straight out of my blog story. You know the one about my days working escort agencies listed in the Yellow pages, and I had one client pay me $300 to sit and stare at me in admiration, and the next client gave me $2 and burned rubber out if the 7-11 parking lot where we met bc “frankly I was expecting more.”
I’m going to rewrite the story. I sent same pic at same time to two different guys. They respond at the same time . One says, ” I prefer the natural look.” The other says, “you’re beautiful.” I listen to feedback but after a certain point, when a woman has done all she can to improve herself, as far as she is concerned, just let go of people’s opinions. Don’t I sound wise? Well, that’s the correct advice bas d on reality. A deeper reality is I wish I could be beautiful to everyone all of the time. I’d like to hear about their admiration all of the time. Totally not coming from a secure place but at least I’m being honest with you, my beloved reader. I kept the promise of the blog and there’s beauty in sharing my unattractive truth!