I am constitutionally incapable of remaining indifferent to negative reviews. What other people think matters to me and the fact that I care also matters to me bc the really together people don’t let bad feedback get to them. I want to be together and have you think so and mention it aloud thus sending the image I project back to me. My God, I want to be liked and publicly known for my attractiveness and wit, yet I write under the title of one of the most denigrated groups of all time. Am I constantly working against what I say I want, or what? Should I change my title by removing any reference to sex work, past, present, or future, and if I do, what makes me different?