I was obsessed with drugs even in prison when I couldn’t get them and the thoughts were irrational and counterproductive
Being made fun of for being fat showed me how dependent I still am on external validation for being pretty, though it shakes me to admit I am not above it all.
No drugs? Where’s the joy? I’ll have nothing left. Long term addict and streetwalker “Ivory,” six months before her death at age 48, doubting the wisdom of getting clean. If we are going to live with the relentless obsession about using drugs, if we are going to overcome screaming urges, we need a reason. SomethingContinue reading “Hope, Not A Bottom”
The obsession of addiction is like a voracious fire in the mind, devouring all other thoughts til there’s nothing left inside but ash that gives no indication of the mentality that once existed on site.